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Thursday, 12 May 2011

  • Cursed with a love that you can't express
    It's not for a fuck, or a kiss
    Rather give the world away than wake up lonely,
    Everywhere in every way I see you with me.
     

     

Saturday, 09 April 2011

  • happiness :)

    Its been a while since I updated, everything is going amazing!!! I am so in love, I've got an amazing girlfriend. I haven't felt this happy in as long as I can remember. It's nice to feel like someone truly loves you for you. Its something I haven't experienced but once in my life, it slipped away from me the first time, this time I will never let it go. I am finding out the true meaning of love, what it feels like to be something that someone is afraid of losing. It feels incredible. Kim treats me so nice, shes so kind and shes helped me make  leaps and bounds in my own personal struggles. I love her! Its about time I get to be happy. Damn straight.

Wednesday, 16 February 2011

  • So let me smoke my cancer,
    let me drown my pain,
    let me immortalize this forever,
    with my shiny razor blade. 
    I won't hear you call me,
    I won't hear you scream my name,
    your cries fall on deaf ears,
    as I slowly slip away.
    Hurry up grab my hand,
    I'm falling fast toward my grave,
    pull me back into this world,
    before there's nothing left to save

Friday, 17 December 2010

  • Lots of things have happened since my last update.

     

    I am fairly convinced love is just a hoax. -edit: feb. 16, love is most definitely not a hoax. <3

     

    Is happiness still on the horizon? Oh who knows.

    I am really getting tired of being unhappy though. It hurts a lot.

     

    Where does the suffering end?

    Oh that's right, it's all in my control. Fuck.

    Maybe never if I keep all this up.

Tuesday, 28 September 2010

thesilenceisdeafing

  • Visit thesilenceisdeafing's Xanga Site
    • Name: thesilenceisdeafing
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 3/10/2008

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